Brushes and Brushes and Me
Sunday, March 30th, 2008
Do you remember when it appeared to you that a brush and a brush could be two very different things? Here I do not mean the difference between a brush for decorating the ceiling of an apartment and a brush for making miniature enamel broaches, but the difference within the same category of brushes. The category of brushes was in my case that of water colour brushes.
As most other kids in my childhood – yes, it was way back in the past century – we painted occasionally at school or at home using water, round flat pigment panes (5 or 10 in a flat metal box), ordinary paper and brushes.
The brushes usually were of one size only, small, and their life expectancy very short when living a rough life in the hands of kids. Well, the kids were not all to blame. In hindsight I know that the brushes were low quality and did not have the robustness of modern synthetic brushes. All this lead to our brushes very soon looking like withered marguerites or dandelions run over by a car. And when they looked like that the fun of painting quickly faded and distractions from other activities took over the attention – and that was usually the end of the engagement with fine art.
Later, as a student, I began flirting with water colours and gradually learned that paper and paper could be very different things, and so could colour pigments and certainly also brushes. The synthetic brushes for fine art started to enter the market by then, but soon I became aware of the mantra that serious artists bought the best brushes they could afford. (Much later Inge told me that the same holds true for photographers. They ought to by the best lenses they can afford).
And soon I felt that should I seriously progress and gain control of my material I needed good brushes. You know these brushes that can hold lots of water, remain flexible and pointed and have the important dynamic behaviour when interfacing between the artist’s hand and the paper.
I got introduced to Kolinsky brushes! And when observing with which veneration the dealer described the origin of the hairs, carefully picked from the chests and/or tails of those Siberian sables, and when listening to his superlatives of the reactivity and dynamics of these brushes I certainly felt that they would bring my art forward – or if not that, at least give me more pleasure when painting.
So I bought a few, and later a few more, and when I had finally acquired a good collection, what happened then? I stopped painting with water colours! Well, let’s say that a pause installed itself – and when I years later took up doing water colours again it was on a totally different scale. The paper size had shrunk to that of post cards, the pigments came from water soluble crayons (of a good Swiss brand, though) and the quality of brushes was reduced to that of cotton buds, literally!
Yes, when taking up water colouring again it was in the form of travelling sketches only. After the day’s meetings I would relax in the hotel’s garden at the shore of the lake, order a glass of wine from the region and a glass of water. The wine would be for me and the water for the cotton bud.
Hey, what happened to the ambitions that led me to buying brushes of the finest quality, you may think. Did they wither and go down the drain?
No, let’s say that my attention got diverted towards other media and materials. Textiles, for example, which when treated with paint usually require synthetic brushes.
And recently I have been introduced to the digital brush, so you see that the treason towards my original youthful ambition of evolving with Kolinsky brushes does continue.
I still have all the Kolinskys, and all the other brushes I’ve bought, which have not been worn down. Since I’m as lazy as I am, you can easily imagine that my collection is big. So big, that Inge calls me a brush maniac!



